for my Lord Anpu

Hail Anpu Dweller In The Duat! This blog is dedicated to Anubis also known as Anpu. It will include my personal UPG … unverified personal Gnostics as well as poetry, Insights and stories. I welcome the UPG and comments of others as long as the tone is respectful to The God, myself and others who share their experiences of Lord Anpu. Disrespectful comments will be deleted.

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Been to the high, I’ve been to the low And I’ve been to lots of places that I didn’t wanna go..And I laughed at all the jokers want to make me walk on glass ..meanstreak  AC/DC wisdom from a hell of good band

            Anubis by Jason Engle DiviantArt

 

….oh and I have walked on glass! Lol, also hot coals and through fire that was high enough that I didn’t have to shave my legs for a while.

I was on a quest.  I needed answers.  My life as a child and adolescent had been drenched in pain. Physical pain was constant and was simply dismissed by doctors because they couldn’t find a cause.  I was a social outcast, bullied constantly.  Moving didn’t help. I blamed myself because given fresh new chances I always blew it.  It never occurred to me that social skills were learned and that I never had an opportunity to learn them.  Adults were as bad as my peers.  There was no kindness, no mercy, and no rescue.  I hated myself and I hated everyone else too, although I tried so hard not to.

Being on the outside looking in you get a very clear picture of human societies. It wasn’t a pretty picture but I held onto hope because you see, I saw things others didn’t, knew things others didn’t.  I knew there was something more, something ancient and powerful and I wanted to know a lot more about it.

There was no internet back then and books on anything outside of the mainstream thinking of the times were hard to find.  I had to wait until I had a job and a car to start my quest in earnest.  My method was simple when an opportunity to learn a religion or a ‘way’ presented itself I took it. When i learned of a group, I sought it out and got as involved as I needed to be to learn their ‘secrets’ suspending disbelief during the process.  I kept moving from this to that because while many groups had pieces of ‘truth’ they all also had a lot of limiting and in my opinion silly beliefs and requirements.  From Christian fundamentalism to Satanism, metaphysical and new age gurus,  Bahais and Hinduism, Golden Dawn and Wicca, I learned a great deal.  I stayed with Wicca, Crawley, and Gurdjieff the longest.  I also studied but never joined The Temple of Set. These last four held the most ‘truth’ in my opinion and I have and still do benefit a great deal from studying them.

I lived in a lot of different places and worked a lot of different jobs.  I pushed myself to go past the limits of my fears.  I have worked as a Psych Tech in a psych hospital, a nurses aid in a nursing home, an electrical apprentice at construction sites, a waitress and a cocktail waitress, bakeries, stores, cash office, and call centers. I’ve lived in houses, condos,  apartments a tent and a hotel.  I’ve dated a millionaire and a lot of poor men. I’ve lived in a city, a tiny town in the country, the suburbs and on the bayou.

I made the decision early on not to have children and kept to it.  I was married and divorced twice.  I loved one husband deeply and I regret very much that I had to end that marriage.  I spent many years trying to avoid it but in the end, his behavior demanded that I kick him out and move on with my life.

So after all I’ve lived through, all I’ve done, all the people I’ve known and all that I have studied hear I am.  56 years old.  I’ve given up a house of my own to move back in with my parents.  My mother has Alzheimer’s and end-stage MS so my father, who is in his 80’s though you wouldn’t guess it, could use the help.  So here I am looking for room for my hundreds of books and all the weird occult stuff  I’ve collected. I am currently working at a call center offline fixing coding on accounts.  I am living near Cassadaga Fl home to psychics and more importantly an excellent spiritual teacher by the name of Don Zanghi.  Go to his class or one of his workshops if go there or live nearby.  He doesn’t teach BS.  No new-age silliness.  We disagree on some points but he won’t steer you wrong.

So did I find the answers I was looking for? Yes.  I didn’t necessarily like them but I found them.  As per Crowley’s hunchbacks and soldiers, every answer leads to more questions pushing one ever further. As per The Tao those who know do not tell and those who tell do not know.  If you want to know you have to experience it yourself.  There is no other way.  I’ve had some mind-blowing experiences.  Some with others to verify but more often alone.  Maybe I’m just crazy?  Could be but if so I’ve got a lot of company. It’s been a long strange trip.  Your mileage will vary. Am I enlightened?  Oh hell no but I know what I know and that is enough.

Anubis has been a presence in my life for the past 30 years but I have only come to really know and love Him in the past decade.  Now I follow His guidance on the remainder of my journey.

He is a great teacher and guide . He is gentle and compassionate yet fiercely protective of His own.  Nothing evil can stand in His presence. His energy simply makes it impossible for evil to approach.  Artists often depict Him as fierce, muscular and heavily armed.  It is accurate to the degree that it shows His protectiveness. Do I really believe in this entity?  No.  I have experienced Him.  If you have not experienced a God why would you think He exists?  I don’t like blind faith.  Experience and knowledge, that is the way to go.

If you want to experience Anubis meditate on Him.  If He comes to you then you will know Him without any doubts.   The old Gods are returning in force and many are claiming devotees. If you think He is calling you the only way to know for certain is to meditate and see if He comes to you.

Blessings now and always in the name of my Sweet Lord Anubis.

 

 

The Storm Is Here: Remove Distractions and Deal With It | John Beckett

via The Storm Is Here: Remove Distractions and Deal With It | John Beckett

Photo Essay: Coming Full Circle With Anpu Lord of the Sacred Land

The Children Of Ra have dedicated today as a day of prayer to the Neteru.

https://m.facebook.com/events/923967877784928?ref=notif_textonly

GMC poetry: Hail Anubis

Temple of Athena the Savior

Hail Anubis, Opener of the Way

Black Dog of Egypt, Weigher of Hearts

Son of Nephthys, son of Isis

Liminal God, way-walker

He Who dwells in the Necropolis

At the edge of daylight

Where shadows dwell

Fearlessly You stride

Into the dark of night

What have You to fear

In the cold night’s depths?

For You are a Son of Night

Lord of Ghosts

Master of all that dwells in the wild night

You are worshiped in the howls of jackals and wild dogs

You run wild with Your children

Leader of the Pack

You watch over all who are lost and alone

You find the abandoned soul

And lead it home

To the comforting fire of the tribe

While You lurk just outside the circle of firelight

O Anubis, guardian of the lost, I will remember You.

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The Grand Temple of Kemet

In my last post I spoke of my friend Orion Bailey and his idea to form The Church of Anubis.  Since then the Face Book page for that project has grown to over a hundred members and it is growing daily.

Orion’s ideas have inspired another young man to begin an even more ambitious project.  The Grand Temple of Kemet started by David Brewer is an organization with the goal of building actual physical Temples dedicated to the Worship and service of our Neteru.

Now the Temple shown above may be out of reach but what can we build?  That is a question still unanswered.

Perhaps you have some ideas?

Would you like to be a part of this?

Join us!

Together we can and will re-build Temples

https://m.facebook.com/groups/172607443296726?tsid=0.9737387693058634&source=result

Love and blessings now and always Anpu’s Crone

My friend Orion Bailey aka Typhonian Jackal has come up with an idea for a Church of Anubis

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An Idea for a Church of Anubis by Orion Bailey

Just an idea that I am throwing around for a Church of Anubis. Also trying to get opinions on how a system of such could be fashioned.

 

1: Anubis is truth, balance, justice, and the guide of all souls,for their betterment, if so they seek such.

 

2: Truth, balance, and justice are tangible aspects of the world. Dictating a higher force, an after-life, and/or spirit beings will not be tolerated, but the belief in such will be fully accepted.

 

3: The world is diverse, which causes evolution of culture, sciences, and governance. Denouncing other people and/or their deities will not be tolerated, as they may have truths which are misunderstood.

 

4: The purpose of the church is to study, learn, teach, and evolve the aspects which are Anubis. Truth, balance, and justice are what the church serves, in the image of Anubis.

 

5: Anubis is to be known as a master of all f his followers, but also as a servant to each of them, as well as the whole world. Those who serve truth, balance, and justice, are also they themselves served by them.

 

6: Roles within the church will be new-comers, followers, “Servants to Anubis”, “The Church Anubis”, and “A Living Anubis”. Servants of Anubis will attend to the needs of the church, and also assist with teaching and studies. The Church Anubis will live within the church, able to open the doors at all hours for those seeking immediate guidance. The Living Anubis’s will be elected as those who keep order between multiple churches, if ever the organization should grow to such a stature.

 

7: Race, background, gender, sexuality, nationality, and other religious practices will not decide if an individual can, or can not be a follower, Servant to Anubis, Church Anubis, or a Living Anubis. All individuals are welcome to apprentice their way to the top.

 

8: Each church will have their own set of 13 Servants to Anubis, and 1 Church Anubis. The whole of all churches will appoint or remove 13 individuals as Living Anubis’s, which will be diverse to maintain truth, balance, and justice among the worlds diversity.

 

9: Once an individual church has at least 42 members, there will be one Church Anubis, and 13 Servants to Anubis. The Approval of 9 Servants to Anubis will be required to appoint or remove a new Servant to Anubis, or Church Anubis.

 

10: There will be no demonetization, other than what is harmful, and/or self-harmful, either intentional and/or negligible.

 

11: Understanding and circumstance of truth, balance, and justice evolve with ages. There will be no set in stone doctrines for what truth, balance, and/r justice are.

 

12: Though the church strives to maintain and teach truth, balance, and justice in the world, there will never be crusades, jihads, inquisitions, and/r witch-hunts supported by the church. Rather they will be seen as being against Anubis.

 

13: There are to be no sacrifices of flesh, animal, or burden beyond ones comfort and ability. Mutilation of flesh, of human or animal is intentionally harmful. Burden of toil into misery is intentionally harmful.

 

14: Demanding, or asking of currency from those in the lower class or poverty is restricted. The church will be non-profit with those who are a “Living Anubis” being provided no more than a middle class standard of living for their nation, encouraging to raise followers out of poverty and the lower class, and to raise the standard of living for their communities outside of the church.

 

15: There will be a weekly church service of an evening on Wednesdays, being the middle of the week to represent balance. Each church can choose to have more services.

 

16: Though all sexualities are accepted, the church will maintain a non-sexual environment. Servants of Anubis are allowed their own private sex lifestyle. The Church Anubis’s and Living Anubis’s are required to always present an image of truth, balance, and justice in a non-sexual manner, except in their private chambers.

 

17: Churches will do what they can to provide homeless shelters, food drives, medical assistance, and disaster relief for those in need. During charity, all members involved with the charity are required to never dictate, preach, push, or mention the church. Pushing religion through charity is exploitation.

 

18: No image or preaching of deities other than Anubis are to be shared in church, except in mention to festivals or events. This is meant to prevent pushing other religions on members. Optional services other than the weekly service n Wednesday can be arranged to include other deities alongside of Anubis.

 

19: All rituals, festivals, and ceremonies of Anubis will either be for teaching historical ways of serving him, through reenactment, or new ways of how to create, serve, and or cause Anubis in the world. These will not be held on the weekly service. The church will neither pronounce, nor denounce the existence of magic, until it is either proven true or false. Other deities may be involved with these.

 

20: The ultimate truths, balances, and justices are ever-evolving, and will always be beyond human comprehension, no matter how advanced and/or evolved humanity becomes. Followers are encouraged to be ever-humble and ever-modest, in service to Anubis, never stating they know the absolute will of Anubis. Those claiming to literally be Anubis, or have divine inspiration from Anubis should be treated as any other ordinary individual.

 

21: Blind faith is discouraged by the church. All members are asked to learn, question, and teach truth, balance, and justice, evolving them further.

 

22: The church will never claim to be the one true religion, of the one true god. Anubis encompasses the whole of all truths, balances, and justices. Diversity is encouraged for growth and evolution of Anubis.

 

23: All forms of self-destruction, self-harm, self-mutilation, destruction, harm, and/or mutilation which are irreversible, are to be considered Apophis, to be resolved, over-come, or innovated beyond. Body-modifications such as piercing and tattooed are acceptable if one desire them.

 

24: Weekly confessions of how one has lived outside of truth, balance, and/or justice should be available, for the intent of providing personal guidance. Servants of Anubis, the Church Anubis’s, and Living Anubis’s are restricted from sharing with others what is confessed, now matter the circumstance. The confession is to remain between the confessor and the one confessed to alone, punishable by removal from service for five years. No exceptions. Churches may chose to have confessions more often.

 

25: Followers should be encouraged to never wish suffering, misery, and/or damnation on anyone. Rather they should wish them the knowledge and wisdom to live in truth, balance, and justice, righting the wrongs they have done, and becoming more alike Anubis.

 

26: Followers should be encouraged to cause life to be more pleasurable, with less suffering, for themselves and all others equally, within truth, balance, and justice.

 

27: Non-believers, blasphemers, those who work against Anubis, and those who claim to be an anti-Anubis should be respected for challenging truth, balance, and justice as it is understood. Followers should be encouraged to seek new truths, balances, and justices, to contribute knowledge and wisdom to the church.

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