for my Lord Anpu

 

Alone in the Darkness of a Grade school class

 

Alone in the Darkness of a school playground

 

Alone in the Darkness of a family dinner table

 

Alone with the monsters of cruelty and hate

 

Alone with the Demons of a mothers glazed over eyes

 

Alone with the hatred of teachers and students family and neighbors

 

Alone and afraid an empaths curse

 

Childhood innocence shattered with a million adult demons taking form in my head

 

Rejection and abuse, torment and pain

 

Suicide, murder,molestation and rape

 

Alone in the Darkness a new form takes shape

 

A Black Dog growls Demons take flight

 

“What do you fear? What gives you peace”

 

“Take me with you” I say “before it’s to late.  I am losing the battle, I am beginning to hate”

 

Dark arms enfold me a dark Mother’s embrace.  Star speckled night holds me tight

 

“I need you here My Child can’t you see …the monsters are real they are devouring souls”

 

“I am only one what can I do …”

 

“Be patient, be kind, lead them to me”

 

And so it began this Mystery

 

At Home in the Darkness I wait for you

 

At home in the Darkness speckled with light

 

At home in the Darkness I see past my pain

 

At home in the Darkness where the demons are real

 

At home in the Darkness evil transformed

 

At home in the Darkness I reach out to you

 

Together in the vastness our souls burn bright

 

There is nothing to fear, no one to hate

 

Be gentle, be kind, forgive and spread peace

 

The Dark Mother is with us Her Royal Child our guide

 

In pain and poverty in a world full of hate

 

The Black Dog will lead us until it is time

 

To be with Him in the vastness our souls filled with Love

 

The Monsters are real I have always known them