Attachment

by Anpu's Crone

 

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Attachment stuck to whys
Attachment stuck to pain
Attachments stuck to injustice
Letting go … the mind rebels
Letting go … the mind goes back again….
resentment
Connected always to its source
Pain
in the mind
in the soul
attatchment
in the memory
to be free I must let go …
or remain here in the past
in the pain
relinquishing … to release is not to condone
to let go is to end the pain … I know but…
the mind rebels
stuck on whys
stuck on how could they?
stuck on the horror… the injustice….
the sould bleeds
the memory of pain
demanding
something unknown …
acknowledgment … seeking
releif
Attachments forming already channels to
new lives …
new connections ….
another turn of the wheel
a path to endless retribution
is this justice?
another path is known
forgiveness
to let go it to be free
free of the wheel
nevermore to seek
retribution
To leave off the whys
so hard but so needed
and if I succeed my attachments converted to
love
will lift up all …. not to condone but to resolve
to be free
to rise to a plane glimpsed at
remembered
what need does a ball of light have of
attachment
I am complete
I will be
love is the law
there is not other
yet still …..
the mind rebels

 

Blessings

Anpu’s Crone

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